Her Tomb

Human...
the being, the supreme
the one who redeems
his soul, his mind
rids his heart of the key find
that his nature is to betray
his habit is to faulter
he falls in an array
the whole universe he alters
But the demon inside him is what he can never destroy
his own life gets as dry as drought
he is far away from any joy

The fiery stars, the burning moon
his heart is like the sun at noon
I watch him in despair
I want to reach out, to his skin
make in my way some gesture to repair
be of help to others of his kin
But i find myself helpless
and I want to feel no more

It is all ever so endless
this wait, this day, has closed but the last door
I stand waiting for her soul
In the rain I walk home
I can and would never be able to cajole
her to come back from her tomb.

THE DEED

Alive....
you are alive if you breathe
you are alive if you need
you are alive if you feed
you come alive when you truly seek
seek your inner voice
which guides you to where you go
heeds you of your unrelenting choice
tells you your heart is your foe

Silence is when you hear your heartbeat
dazed are you at your own deed
You were born to lead
you chose to deceive
your own self, your own people

If you could just walk away, if it were that simple
True to the word, you are the 'being'
untrue to your soul, you are mean
You slaughter your soul
you divulge your mind
you play foul
and now, remorse you will find

Your instinct is to love, to pray, to care
but you've laid your heart bare

You are now not insane
but neither are you humane
You have become a new breed
It is but a treacherous deed.

THE JUSTICE OF FATE

Yet again I await
the justice of fate
I again succumb as the bait
and become the one i myself hate

I am an epitome of hypocrisy
I mark an entire era of idiocy
how can i ever ask for mercy
all i speak is the language of blasphemy

If i only knew how my destiny will shape up
if i could for once conjure my feelings
if, at all i could catch up
and overcome my own shortcomings

How i wish life was otherwise
how i want to just let go
like the sand on the beach and cherry on ice
it will all melt away, fade away and wash away too

I will never gather the courage
to rebel the world, to follow my path
and yet, i carry an emotional baggage
i alone will face the wrath

How i wish life was otherwise
when we could just exchange a smile for cream and ice......

BLASPHEMY

Think not what you desire from life
think not what you ever did
think for once of the beauty of living
one moment you know and
the next you are juggling
struggling to keep up with the pace of life
you live in speed
and ignore the daily pleasures
there's so much you want to do
so much to say, so much to show
and it all comes down to the naked truth
you are what you never thought
you could be
you are the epitome
the ultimate blasphemy.

ME MY SHADOW

Never to wait for the storms to pass
dance in the rain
you'll know at last
that it was to easen your pain

the stars look brighter now
and i can see me
see my shadow
where i knew it will be

whatever i got
i took it to be my fate
and my loss
i always forgot

where there's no difference
between happiness and sorrow
I got my heart there
where I can clearly see tomorrow

I saw from where I began
I knew I was to begin the journey
I came, I went and I ran
I had an encounter with myself
it was awakening, it was learning.

Life ends the moment
it becomes perfect
hope ends the moment
it is left
belief ends the moment
trust is broken

Life....breath and the heart
they are all woven with a thread
so fine that it's not possible to untwist them

Breath is the reason we live
heart, our reason to love
and to feel the wonderful
emotions we have inside us

Life is all that we make of it
the difference is
what we make of it
may not be what we truly need!

MY ALTER EGO

I see her in me
I know it is no one but she
happy go lucky and totally lost
and I always thought it were a ghost

Now I know it was always so true
I remain unharmed and fresh as dew
no one can do it, not even you
whatever you try will be futile and undue

I have found myself today
in my own eyes I have created something
I only dreamt of this day
this feeling has given me wings

I hear my memories telling me
this is my true destiny
it prevented a major felony
overturned what could be called a blasphemy

I learnt to fly again
I should've never thought of me in disdain
now I am free of all pain
only now can I say I am totally sane.