Whoever I've loved, I've loved more
but in return have always been overthrown
whoever i wanted, i got
but pain has been my reward
i want to run
a marathon
and have no one run at my side
but for once at my behind
i want to strip myself of my honesty
lay bare my personality
show the world the true me
i want to love none, but want all the love in return
so that i'm also capable to hurt
And no more do i feel like mere dirt
I have lost my shirt
No longer will i succumb, not anymore will i bear
I being nothing but dumb
and now nothing i do will in anyway be just or fair.
Sunday, February 12, 2012
YOU SPIN MY WORLD
My world spins, my life takes several turns
my love longs, my heart burns
and I am every wee bit in unison
with you to see a new world unfurl
I am stuck in reverse decision
Life moves back and every memory
makes a shadow, an uneven trajectory
I feel loved, I feel like a teenage girl
I dance to the music & swirl
I wait for the twilight to shone
'cause then I wouldn't be left alone
I would welcome life with open arms
take the sun in & sit by the palms
watch the river flow, the birds sing
the meadows grow, the days cling
to my dreams, to make a new entry
of this beautiful scenery
which is now my life's biography...
my love longs, my heart burns
and I am every wee bit in unison
with you to see a new world unfurl
I am stuck in reverse decision
Life moves back and every memory
makes a shadow, an uneven trajectory
I feel loved, I feel like a teenage girl
I dance to the music & swirl
I wait for the twilight to shone
'cause then I wouldn't be left alone
I would welcome life with open arms
take the sun in & sit by the palms
watch the river flow, the birds sing
the meadows grow, the days cling
to my dreams, to make a new entry
of this beautiful scenery
which is now my life's biography...
Monday, February 6, 2012
THE BITCH IN ME
I know I once was a girl
who anyone would want to love
and in whose shadow, a family would swirl
but now I am one who isn't a timid dove
She has emerged like the Phoenix
has been killed and has risen again
has been hurt and hurt into abyss
and now believes in gaining pleasure from the pain
she withstands her own glory
her own dark past overshadows her every melancholy
she sees the bitch in me
and follows the footsteps
that lead to the trajectory
of what once was a heart of depth
but is now a mere well of misery
She bows down in defeat
but surrenders to no one
She is now an epitome of deceit
and will end what has begun.....
who anyone would want to love
and in whose shadow, a family would swirl
but now I am one who isn't a timid dove
She has emerged like the Phoenix
has been killed and has risen again
has been hurt and hurt into abyss
and now believes in gaining pleasure from the pain
she withstands her own glory
her own dark past overshadows her every melancholy
she sees the bitch in me
and follows the footsteps
that lead to the trajectory
of what once was a heart of depth
but is now a mere well of misery
She bows down in defeat
but surrenders to no one
She is now an epitome of deceit
and will end what has begun.....
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