THE CHOICE

how it all changes
it takes a turn
one's individuality diminishes
it all settles down after the burns
the hours pass like decades
life grows more n more uncertain
grey is but the only shade
one's existence is harmed, it is frail

it is all about a tad similarity to madness
it gives way to sadness
it is the body that betrays
the heart that says
and the love that walks out
and the minds always in doubts

this is the final test, the ultimate limit
the zenith, the end of it all
it consumes me completely
and i give in to it
i now dont have a heart
nor do i have a mind
it is now just music of the inner me
and is one of its kind
this is my tryst with me
the union of me with mine
i cry out in the darkness
and i hear my own voice
i have made the dreadful
and the most difficult choice........